Will I ever be enough ?
I had hoped I would .
However it seems , all my endeavours were dashed ,
Into the changeful sand , waves crashed and the sand moved with the whims of the ever changeful sea .
It was all for not , the pains I took ,
My soul burned for approval ,
But that was far removed from what could be within the realm of reality .
The heart broke some more ,
The shards buried themselves deeper into my soul .
Shards – burning , cutting , bruising , doing irripairable damage .
Disappointment must be accepted . I too must learn to be changeful .. like the truth always a little out of reach and unsettled .. ever changing like the tides of the sea ..